Sometimes I want to settle...

READ ON: The up side to the occasional lonely moment...? You have quiet & undisturbed time to write about it. Truth is, it's hard NOT to settle in quiet moments. It's really hard not to send that text, make that call or open that door... Point is...its just hard. Lol. From experience though, I'd rather put my pen to paper and my finger tip to key than to put my heart to hurt. I've traded my tears for words that move things. We've made being single more of a struggle than it may initially be because we get impatient and overwhelmed with being single. It's def. overwhelming and IT IS the worse when you crave intimacy on a different level. I'm not necessarily talking about sex, I'm talking about being held, that connection, that different, masculine energy from someone you just click with; someone who just gets it even in silence. Someone you can just lay there with, who can touch you without touching you. It's an ok desire to have but it gets to be a lot when a desire is at your fingertips and still unreachable based on the standard you've set according to the Word. But you know what sucks even more? Having to do it a second time when you had the option and opportunity to do it right the first time. At some point, alone won't feel like lonely.... We'll get there. Don't. Settle. #justwait #imeanifwerebeingreal #youbdiff #single #lonely #alone #worthit