Purity? Or Unwanted?

"Not sure if I'm practicing purity or no one wants me...". Lol. I've been there. You lowkey -some of us highkey- start to question whether or not you still got it… whatever “it” is. Lol. Fact: This walk will appear to be a lonely one at times when you start praying for characteristics like discernment and obedience. People who were once attractive to you will no longer be attractive to you. Certain things that used to peak your interest will no longer be appealing to you, pleasing to you or satisfying to you. It’s not that no one wants you, it’s that YOU DON’T WANT THEM and it’s hard to grasp the sudden change in preference sometimes. I get it. I’ve learned that the more advanced you become in your walk with God, the more your vision will change. You will grow to see what is pleasing to God and not necessarily what is pleasing to your flesh. It is important that you don’t mix this new God vision with impaired vision. Your eyes work just fine, they just HEAR from a different perspective. 😉

You’re still the hottness. You’re very much so desired and you for sure aren’t broken. In fact, walking with God will NOT change your physical wants and so called “needs”. Your body will continue to work exactly the way it was designed to. The only difference between then and now is that you acknowledge your worth for what it truly is; priceless. Welcome to the life of true relationship! || Galatians 6:9 “And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart.” -You shall reap Bae in due season. God is training you in purity so that this attitude of obedience and purity can continue in and maintain a healthy marriage. It’s so worth it in the end.